January 2011
secretive.
last night was the best night of my life. 1/28/11 <3.
fail.
i told people i intended to stop cursing. it’s vulgar and unnecessary. people laughed and said i couldn’t do it, but that’s exactly what i’ve done. sure, i’ve let a few words slip here & there, but for the most part i’ve cut profanity out of my vocabulary. i once said that failure to find an appropriate alternative when using profanity to make a point is...
confused.
how would you like me to respond? it’s difficult not to be upset since you failed to text me back and the last time we spoke was new years. quite a lot has happened since then. well, technically you sent me a picture last week but how am i supposed to respond to that? “nice picture!” is pretty much all i could say, but i know you would just end up getting mad. we have the...
explosion.
tonight at 9:47 pm, the love of my life said “i love you” to me for the first time. i’ve been waiting so long to hear those three words and forgive me for being naive, but i’m in love. my heart exploded tonight and i’ve never been this happy in my entire life. i’ve been waiting to say those words until the right time and there was never a more right time...
Easy A. →
it’s my new favorite movie, behind “inception” of course. it makes me feel like i’m keeping a huge secret. oh wait, i am.
ruin.
it’s amazing how one small incident can put a damper on your entire day. ever since lunch, my day has quickly gone downhill and it’s now crashed at the bottom. hopefully it won’t get any worse. then again, knowing my luck it will probably get so bad i’ll have no choice but to sleep. it’s impossible to be hurt if you’re not conscious, or so they say. thanks for...
tear.
i can’t stand this. i wanna say those three words, but i can’t. i want you to say them first. it’s killing me because i wanna say them badly, but i wanna make sure you feel the same before i make another mistake. am i really in love though? i don’t know. maybe i love you, but i’m not quite in love with you yet. or it’s possible that i’m just madly...
1/16/11.
i love james, monica, aunt mitzi, & uncle jim. i had the best evening hanging out with my relatives and their adorable puppies. conchita, bruno, peppito, & esperanza have gotten so big in a matter of a week. they’re such a blessing, but not as much as my relatives. i’ve missed them in the past years and seeing them so much over the past few weeks since they came back from the...
